Joy Ryder Log

6 days of rebirthing aboard the Queen Mary 2.  Surrounded by water, every need taken care of, a Woodstock for old people.  We got to play dress up to go to dinner (Jess packed his tuxedo at the last minute, and I had my show drag).  We hung out with the neurotic subset of people who were not chasing elegance, but were phobic about flying.  A nice bunch characters. Jess got to go to a disco without fake ID. (got escorted out of the same, but it takes time to get the knack of nightclub etiquette).. The RADA theater troupe was brilliant, doing Under Milkwood, and an abridged form of Romeo and Juliet, and giving acting classes.  I went to my AA meetings and yoga class, and  felt right at home in my watery womb.

I’ve been trying to get my son to submit his headshot to casting agencies, and he’s been uninterested. I went to one agency’s site, and they said they were looking for people to play addicts, mental cases, street people..hell, I’ve been all of that and more! Anyhoo, I”m gonna submit some pics and see if they need an extra “lumpen proletariat” for a day..if they let you speak, it can actually be a halfway decent paycheck. I’m gonna submit Jess’s pic too, just because..

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Uncle Davy had this at his house, a polaroid from the 70s, I guess.  I had tucked it in an envelope for safe keeping, and just recently discovered it.  It’s a pic of my sister, my mother and my dad, visiting the Byrnes’s on one holiday or another.  There aren’t many pictures of them all together, but this one is sweet.  I figured I’d upload it for Elise out in El Paso, as an early birthday surprise.

It’s a plot that only someone like Guy DeMaupassant or O. Henry would have dreamed up. I gave up most of my gigs, and went to grad school to become a teacher, so that my son could go to college. My son decided that college wasn’t interesting after high school, because he was more interested in being a musician. Go figure. Here’s one of his earlier pix

I love the idea of a woman president, but not a Republican one. I’m sorry, but Hillary has voted for the invasion of Iraq, voted for additional funding for the war, and has supported CAFTA NAFTA and other Republican issues. IF I wanted a Republican in a dress I would have voted for Rudy!!

My cousin Linda gave me this great picture of the cousins posing in front of Uncle Davey’s jukebox.  From left to right..Linda, Susan, Kevin, Lauralee, Donna Jean and me…

Well, I’ve been cutting and pasting pics that I think Jess could use to make extra money as an extra…they’re always shooting film and TV in nyc and jess has done work before..and now that he’s old enough to go to the set without a babysitter (me) or without a child work permit that takes half a day to get…well let’s see..this was a cute pic of ANSOB..Jesse’s band..

I still remember NY Fashion Week that year in 03. I finally went out with Alex, after my Dad died, and I had had a brain aneurysm in the process. Alex had a friend who was showing some video work up in Chelsea, and I went, in my post op drag, shaved head, stitched scars and a pirate patch over my non functioning eye..and some kid takes a picture of me at the gallery..ghoul, I thought..no, he said, you look so interesting..he wanted to publish a pic of me for his fashion blog…whheww..well anyhoow..eventually they’ll make one of those backless hospital gowns chic, i suppose…Coco Chanel got famous sewing ladies dresses from mens’ underwear fabric…..heres a pic that Alex Kayser took of me..a week after surgery…one of his finest pics..he was always trying to get me to shave my head, to be part of his “heads” series..but I guess this is how it morphed out…

9/11 passed without a lot of hoodoo..the kids in my class didn’t remember much of it..seeing as how half of them were 8 years old or so, at the time with 50 iqs and/or down syndrome to further muddle the issue..many don’t know what country we live in..don’t know that we speak english here ..i asked them at current events if they remembered the trade center and they look at me blankly..here’s a pic that alex kayser took of me as pots and pans washer on kp on the spirit of ny after 9/11..we were providing meals for the workers at ground zero as red cross volunteers..sometimes we chopped, sometimes we washed..now i have post traumatic stress disorder and a nasal drip that won’t ever quit..a brain aneurysm 3 years ago..wake up in fright in the middle of the night with nightmares..i imagine it’s worse in Iraq..for our soldiers and the Iraqis.  If they had just gone over to get the Taliban and Bin Laden…instead of taking this lame brain side trip to IRaq..we would have gotten the terrorists..a long time ago…